"We are like sheep without a shepard
we don't know how to be alone
so we wander through this desert
and follow all the wrong Gods home"
(From: Learn to be Still---The Eagles 1994)
Vicco.
unlike others i have learnt little from this fiasco....called life...
the journey has been from innocence to knowledge....and hopefully will regain innocence again...an impossibility you say...lets wait and see....
in this thread, the truth stands irrefutable,
other wise, unknown depths of members, would escape unseen...
THE SPIRITUAL aspect....where acknowledged....is some what left up2u...and perhaps rightly so....one can not walk through any door until they are ready....and this particular door takes courage...
what one confronts, is personal responsibility....spiritual responsibility...
and i am the least of men to lecture anyone on anything....personal or spiritual....
my life by any standard has been a disaster....and this can clearly be seen by some of my posts...the anger i bring...to a community that has abundance....nobody needs what i am selling...not even me...
it would be naive to try to say ''the problem'' is not a drinking problem...
i won't even go there [ a bottle of whisky a night, or as good as...now 3 ctns
of beer in 12 mths]
the problem that underlies this true social disaster, is...
spiritual....all the things we don't like about ourselves...that we project outwards...
that we blame on others....
to know one self, takes courage, honesty and power from above...
then to actually do something about it...takes surrender...
it is not of this world....
to those of you who are shaking your heads, and writing this off as delusion...
take comfort....one can go on being the same asshole, as they always have been..
i am living proof....but slowly but surely, a change is in the making....
once the knowledge is ''IN YOUR GUT'' you can not shake it off....you can deny it...
[but Hey! that's what we been doing....look how that's worked....]
and as sure as death, it will be dealt with.....better an early start than late....
go in peace...God bless
Edited by baby maker - 28 Mar 10 at 07:56